I know it’s been forever since I’ve updated, but since my phone got stolen and that was my means for posting, it’s been a bit difficult to get online that often. But everything is good now because I have my computer here, so get ready for a bunch of updates! Where to begin…well for the whole of August my school, Olympic Academy, was on holiday after their end of term exams. We had a great closing ceremony at school on the last day before holiday. The whole school gathered in the auditorium, from the baby classes to class 7, and there was dancing, singing and the announcement of the students’ results on their exams. Every teacher gave a small speech to the kids (including me!!) and then announced the top three exam performers in their class. I handed out exercise books and pencils to the top three, and some of the teachers of older grades also announced the bottom three performers as well and made them stand in front of everyone, which I didn’t like too much. They also gave out other awards, like most polite, best English speaker, most helpful, and so on, so that was fun to see too.
Olympic has been a wonderful school to be at. The kids are very dedicated to their studies, they love having a mzungu (white person in Kiswahili and what gets shouted at us in the streets on a daily basis by kids and adults alike) at their school, and the staff are friendly and helpful. It honestly is one of the best schools in Kibera, again the largest slum in Africa. However, two issues have arisen that have frustrated and saddened me immensely. First, over the holiday, I had a situation with a student coming over unannounced to my house. It wasn’t even one of my own students, but one of the older kids. I try to spend some time with the older kids as well so most of them know me, but this one I had never spoken to. We were all about to sit down to dinner at my house when he came knocking on the door. I wasn’t sure what was going on so I invited him inside, and since we were all eating we offered him some spaghetti. While he was eating I went over and asked him if everything was ok, and he just said he needed to talk to me. After we finished eating, I took him outside, where he proceeded to tell me a really long sob story about how his mother is very sick and needs to go to the hospital and that he has 7 brothers and sisters and they have no food or money. He then told me that since he and I were both “children of god” that I should give him some money to help them out. The reason this bothers me is because there is a HUGE problem with volunteers and mzungus in general in Kenya where Kenyans see you only as an ATM, just because you’re white. My friend Izzo likes to say here in Kenya, if you’re white, you’re green (money). Other volunteers tend to just get taken advantage of and throw money at situations, and I’ve prided myself so far on trying to break that stereotype. If I pay my students’ school fees or give any money, it will be completely anonymous and it will be on my own accord, not because someone’s asking me for it. Also, the fact that I didn’t even know this kid and definitely didn’t invite him to my house or even know that he knew where I lived and clearly targeted me because he knew it would make me feel terrible just really irked me, and I actually cried after he left out of frustration. When he asked me for the money I felt cornered, but tried to stick to my beliefs and told him that I would talk to Buddy, the school coordinator, and see if maybe we could work something out, but that I wasn’t going to give him money now. He accepted that after awhile, but then gave me another sob story about how he lived so far away and that he would have to walk all that way and could I please just give him bus fare? At this point I was beside myself with frustration, so I just agreed to give him 20 shillings for the bus. Somehow, NO ONE in my entire house had any coins whatsoever, and the smallest bill anyone had was a 100 note. Since I had already promised him bus fare, I gave him the 100 and told him he was under strict instruction to use it for bus fare and then the rest for food for his family. He agreed, then asked me if I was going to be at school on Monday. I told him no, because it was vacation, and then he had the gall to say that he was just wondering because he wanted me to buy him exercise books. At this point I told him he needed to leave and that I really didn’t have the money to just give it away to him, and went inside and started crying. I completely understand his situation and that there is need everywhere around me, but still, for reasons I stated above, I refuse to be seen as an ATM, especially because I cannot afford it. I am giving my time and resources to the school already, so is that not enough? I just can’t stand the idea that money is seen as more powerful and a greater gesture than giving your time and effort to a situation; money can’t solve everything.
The second issue I’ve been struggling severely with lately is the fact that corporal punishment is used very frequently here; every teacher has a cane which is usually a gnarled old thick plastic strip with a knob on the end of it, a frayed branch that cracks like a whip, or just a thick stick. What really bothers me though is that before the holiday, my teaching partner never once used a cane in front of me. I knew it happened in other classes, but I sincerely respected and admired her for the way she handled a classroom without needed to resort to physical violence towards 9 and 10 year old children. She would pinch their cheeks sometimes, which isn’t great either but it’s not as severe. Something must have snapped over the holiday, because she came back with a vengeance, and now she beats the kids daily. And hard. One time she threatened to beat the last student to finish his or her math work. The worst one was when a boy named Clinton was making a noise during class. Admittedly, it was annoying and he took it a bit far, but she made him stand in front of the class and demanded that he make the sound again. He was hesitant, but she forced him to, and then cracked him over the head with the cane. She ordered him to do it again, and then cracked him again, and this cycle repeated at least 6 times. She did the same thing when 2 boys, Amkali and Brian John, were dancing in class, forcing them to do it in front of the class while she smacked their legs with the cane. It is just sad, and actually makes me physically sick. The other day as well, the whole school gathered in the auditorium for some sort of public cane-fest where the head teacher just beat the crap out of several students in front of the whole school, out of which a few kids emerged sobbing. I had to leave the premises for that one. There is such a focus on public humiliation as a means of punishment, and it just doesn’t add up to me, and I know it’s definitely not proved to work as an effective way to manage children and a classroom. In my opinion, in the long run it only makes them resentful and afraid, not more obedient and diligent. However, there is a need to remember cultural relativity here, and that certain things might be acceptable in one culture and appalling in another. Now I am not condoning or excusing beating children in any way, but it is just so engrained in the culture here that I don’t see it ever being eradicated. The way I like to describe it is that whereas I could never even imagine how anyone could think caning children is right in any way, a Kenyan could never understand why anyone would see caning as wrong. It is one of those situations where the cultural barrier is so wide, that neither side is capable of looking across and seeing the other side’s point of view. Also, I will not be that foreigner who comes in and tried to change the African way of life because I think my way is so much more superior…feels a bit too colonialist for me. So I’m a bit torn at this moment in time as to what I should do, or if I should do anything at all. I am getting increasingly uncomfortable, and it’s really affecting me deeply. So we will see what I come up with.
On to the positives, because I promise they do outweigh the negatives. My students in class 3 are incredible. I love them to absolute pieces. I have been helping with all lessons, but most consistently teaching social studies, which is teaching about Kenyan life and culture and how the society functions (ironic right, considering I’m the only non-Kenyan at that entire school). Is a bit tricky though, because I’m teaching the kids about an ideal place that they know nothing about and definitely do not live in. I am forced to say things like “the government keeps you safe and keeps the streets clean and provides for your basic needs,” “corruption is always punished and is being eradicated in Kenya” and “it’s a violation of your rights if you get beat in school and you should tell an adult you trust.” These things are just not reality for the kids, and it is obvious by the questions they ask me during the lessons. But this is what they get tested on, and it is what they have to memorize if they want to pass class 3, so I’m stuck with it. I try to explain it as best I can to them, and I think they understand that it’s the ideal situation, but I still feel like I’m lying through my teeth to them sometimes. I couldn’t love my class more though. The names, just in case anyone is curious are as follows (and some are surnames because some kids go by their last names): Rocky, Bildad, Manyangue, Chelimo, Enos, Misati, Amkali, Brian John, Vincent, Oboya, Clinton, Andrew, Otieno, Eric, Elvis Gisore, Charity, Rose, Edinah, Rowena, and Pauline. In a later post I will write a little bit about each kid and what they are like, but this post is long enough as it is. Bottom line: I LOVE my school and my students, but like any new situation, it takes a bit of acclimation time to be completely comfortable and figure out your role in the functioning of the environment as a whole.
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
Friday, July 31, 2009
IDP Camp part 2
...but they also carry that dirty water back in old sulfuric acid containers that leech sulfur into their water and is basically poisoning them. But we are working with this same camp every two weeks, and i think great things are in the making. There are no jobs for the people either, so one of the sustainable things we are doing in addition to food etc. is working to buy land to build a flour mill, which would give some people work but also serve the community who right now walk several kms to the nearest mill. Since im going to be here for 6 months, i am kind of being groomed to help head the project. Two of my favorite people ive met so far are Loren, a volunteer from texas who will be here till september, and Izzo, a kenyan who helps out the Fadhili organization a lot and heads the idp trips. The two of them have been showing me the ropes and they are really cooj people i get along with really well and who seem to have similar ideals and goals to me. So we will see how it goes. In a couple hours ill be going back for my third trip, this time with a small group and just food. The first time i went we also went to hells gate national park, where we cycled 15 kms alongside wild buffalo, zebras, warthogs giraffes and other creatures, and also did an awesome hike to these beautiful hotsprings. It was so fun!! anyway, ill post idp pictures on my twitter when i have a chance so definitely check that out. thats it for now, hope everyone is doing well, and sending love from kenya! <3
Thursday, July 30, 2009
IDP Camp part 1
Hi everyone! I just wanted to start out by telling anyone who has seen the news or travel warnings lately not to worry. Those incidents happened in the area near the border with somalia, which is a volitile area as it is and also just about as far from me as possible. So dont worry about me, we are safe here in nairobi area! Everything has been going great here. My students are still wonderful, and are currently in exams before their holiday for the month of august. Ive been having a hard time because some of them havent been able to take exams because they cant pay their school fees, but I might try to help them with that without them actually knowing who paid for it to avoid being seen as an atm, which happens often. Hopefully Ill be able to work something out with Buddy, the school director, once he gets back from manchester, england for a soccer match..his first trip out of kenya ever! Now on to something that is becoming a large part of my life and will be for the rest of my time here, the internally displaced peoples camps (IDP). After the last elections here in kenya in end of 2007 to start of 2008, extreme violence broke out because certain tribes and peoples thought the results were unfair, and felt that it was their tribes turn to hold the presidency. Tribalism is more alive and well in african countries than people may think, and what happened in kenya is perfect evidence of that. So basically and completely oversimplified, people literally went around with machetes or whatever else they could find and killed their neighbors, friends, coworkers, and anyone else who was of what they considered the wrong tribe. People fled their homes just to survive, and ive talked to several people including my teaching partner whe have said it was completly terrifying chaos, and apparently in kibera where i work was one of the worst areas. Some even tried seeking refuge in churches, only to be burned alive or murdered inside. As people fled not knowing where they would end up, they could only take what they could carry, which was basically nothing, especially because of the panic factor. They scattered around and formed these clusters of communities which have become these idp camps. The un high commission on refugees came in right after the violence broke out and donated tents, which have become these peoples permanent homes. And i use the word tent very loosely, as a single persom wouldnt even consider camping for a day in these homes where 6, 7 or even 9 people in one familys case eat cook, sleep, sit, and live day to day. What the un and the red cross did was admirable, but they havent been back to these camps since. If they could only see how these people are living today in squalor and constantly on the brink of starvation. Im already starting to tear up just writing this, and the first time I went to the camp and went around visiting families and hearing their stories, it literally took my breath away and i couldnt help but breakdown. It is almost indescribable, and evem as someone who studies and reads about situations like this all the time, nothing compares to sitting in a one room tent where even i cant stand up fully as dust sweeps through filling the humid thick air and the wind cruelly whips the tent flaps threatening to blow away a woman and her familys entire life-all while watching her nurse the newest member of the camp community..her 2 week old daughter Lucy. It is absolutely devastating. But they have a small sliver of hope, which as i paraphrase how one man living there so eloquently put it, lies in us and the work that we do when we visit this camp. What me do is buy flour, sugar, rice and cooking fat in bulk and spend the night before dividing it all out in to small baggies to bd distributed the next day to the families at the camp. Without the food we bring them, these families would literally have nothing. They depend on it, and even though we come every 2 weeks consistently, they are always afraid we wont show up and we find that theyve saved some of what little we gave them 2 weeks before just in case. It is pretty intense. Sometimes we also try to bring little extra things here and there, like clothes and shoes, and wednesday when i went out fnr the second time with just 2 other people, one girl bought a bunch of diapers, sanitary napkins, soap, and a few lanterns for the families with kids in school and babies to replace the toxic homemade light contraptions they make that cover the room in soot. The other day we also did a medical clinic, which was amazing. A former volunteer donated a bunch of medicines and we had a doctor on site who saw every patient, diagnose d them, and recommended medicines we had available for treatment which we distributed to them. We treated everything from deworming to infections and almost everyone, especially the kids, had coughs because the wind kicks something wicked at night and the tents offer minimal protection. We also had a womens clinic where each woman was g iven a pregnancy and thd main focus was trying to get the women on birth control. There is a big social stigma around birth control but no one can afford having more mouths to feed. Also there is a big problem with young girls and prostitution where they go in to the town thats like one big truckstop and make money for being with the truck drivers. There are a myriad of problems they are faced with daily, including the fact that they not only have to walk 5 km to the nearest dirty water...
Monday, July 20, 2009
A typically wonderful day
Today was a wonderful day. It started when 2 students from olympic academy came to my house to walk me to the school to avoid the mess of getting lost again. They were older, class 5 boys, and pretty quiet, but knew exactly where they were going and led me purposefully to our destination. When i arrived, my class was in the middle of a science lesson where they learned all about the eye and sight. After that lesson, they went to break, and then i taught them their social studies lesson where we continued to discuss the needs of our community, how we meet them, and what problems we face in trying to meet them. We discussed everything from aids and corruption to government and natural disasters. Quite honestly, the students blew me away with their level of engagement and the calibur of questions they asked. I couldnt have been happier or more proud of them, especially given the difficulty of the material and the level of maturity it required. Then we all ate lunch together as a class, played soccer and took photos. Some of my program staff came to visit during lunch, so that was a lot of fun. The kids had computer class after lunch, so mx teaching partner carole and i just sat around discussing the current state of kenya and politics and life in general. She couldnt be a sweeter woman. After a bit, she decided to invite me back to her house in kibera for tea while the kids were finishing computers. I was so humbled by her and her husband alexs generousity and hospitality. They live in a one room shack in the slums without running water, electricity, or anything else we would take for granted as given. It nearly broke my heart when carol took out a rusty old can to shake out their nearly last few shillings to go buy milk for our tea. I tried to tell her it wasnt necessary, but also had to keep in mind that it is an insult to refuse when someone offers you to take food and drink with them. They also fed me a mix of beans and maize called githeri, but i insisted alex take the majority of mine as he had worked all night and hadnt eaten yet that day. In keeping with the trve african spirit, i find kenyans no different: they have nothing, but are willing to give you everything. It is absolutely inspiring and helps me to again believe in the genuine good that can come from humankind but is so often overshadowed by violence and hate. After some hearty discussion and a good amount of inquiries about life in america compared to kenya, carol and i left alex and headed back to school. At the end of the day, the same 2 boys walked me home, this time talkative and full of eager questions for me. They made me promise to visit them in class 5 tomorrow, and stayed to visit for a bit at the house. It was such a beautiful day, the kind i hope everyone in the world one day is lucky enough to experience. Tomorrow afternoon, i will be leaving town to work on a project i hope to become increasingly involved in, which is working in an idp, or internally displaced peoples, camp. We go tuesday at 4, then do a cycling tour amidst the wild animals of hells gate national park wednesday morning, then spend the rest of the time till thusday evening delivering food and medical aid and hearing the stories of the people living in the camps. Many people lost everything during the post election violence of 2007-2008, and are now barely surviving in the deplorable conditions of there camps. I will write with more details after i go, but i am very excited to start getting involved in this project. Thats it for now, love from kenya!
Sunday, July 19, 2009
Jambo (hello in Kiswahili) Kenya!
Hi everyone! Ive decided to make this blog also for my 6 month volunteer trip in Kenya. So far, ive been having a wonderful time. I came a week early to stay at a friends place who is a journalist here in nairobi and to get acquainted with my new home! Through him and his roommate ive met some really great people who showed me around and have become good friends who i will continue to spend time with while im here. I started my program and moved into my house where around 12 other volunteers live as well. We have a host mom grace, her 11 month old son roy, her nephew tony who is in grade school and monica who cooks wonderfully and cleans and i think is also related. I work at olympic academy in a place called kibera, which is the largest slum im all of africa. The school is great, i am teaching class 3, which is equal to around grade 3. There are 14 students, 3 girls and the rest boys. I partner teach with a lady named carol, and we switch of leading lessons. She seems great and is a teacher with similar ideas and strategies to me, so that is great. I posted pictures of the room on my twitter page, which you can see a link to in the top right corner of this page. The only snag ive hit so far was getting lost walking home from the school in the heart of kibera..not somewhere you want to be lost at all. Needless to say, i required rescuing-the program staff had to send me a taxi-but only after i gave it a good 30 minute try! so far everything is great. The program staff are really cool people, some of whom i can tell i will become good friends with. The organization is called Fadhili Community, if youd like to visit their website. Ill be updating this blog and my twitter periodically, but youll have to excuse the gramatical errors as i am typing this from my phone! sending love from Kenya!
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
LEAP girls and visit to Langa township
As I previously talked about, I have been mentoring five girls at the LEAP school throughout the semester, ages 15-16. My friend Ali and I have been working together as the girls’ mentors, and it has been such a fun experience. Getting to know them has been a slow process, because principally, there is a bit of a language barrier. At first, Ali and I weren’t sure if the girls even liked us, because they would be very quiet and shy when we talked to them, and then giggle whenever we would talk. We felt like we weren’t really connecting with them, like we all weren’t on the same page, so Bones organized a meeting with all of us to talk about how things had been going. During this talk, it was revealed that a lot of the time, the girls were finding it really hard to understand our accents, slang we used, and the manner in which we talk. It wasn’t that they didn’t like us or didn’t want to get to know us, but the exact opposite. They wanted so badly to just sit around and chat and get to know us, but were feeling shy and embarrassed that they didn’t feel 100% proficient in their English. As Bones explained, they are actually more intimidated by each other than Ali and I, because their harshest critics tend to be their peers, where if they slip up with one little mistake, someone is always there to correct and poke fun. Once we understood this, Ali and I made an effort to make them feel as comfortable as possible with us. We tried speaking slower and more clearly, which I think helped a lot. After this meeting, something just clicked, and we instantly got so much closer with the girls. We began bonding more like good friends and really getting to know them, all the while still helping them out with their school work and maintaining the mentor-mentee relationship.
Since the semester is almost over, a couple weekends ago Ali and I decided to take our girls for a nice day on the weekend where they could choose something they wanted to do and we could spend the day hanging out, talking and bonding. The girl’s chose to go to this casino called Grant West, which is also a hotel, ice skating rink, mini-mall, movie theatre, and almost anything else you could want to do. They wanted to go ice-skating, so Ali and I met them at their school in Saturday morning. We took the train with them to Grand West, which was interesting. Trains in South Africa are an experience in themselves. During any given rush-hour time, the trains will be absolutely packed full, with people even straddling on the outside of the train between two cars to find space to ride. There is only first class, and third class (a ridiculously irrelevant situation left over from apartheid times), and there is no tangible difference between the two, besides the fact that first class will be slightly less packed. It is an honor system, so many people don’t even buy tickets because in third class, there are so many people that it would be impossible to go around asking for tickets from each person, and so they only really check first class, and only some times. Most of the people on third class are black or colored. On our trip, people were giving us sideways glances on third class, because we were two white girls with a group of 5 black teenage girls, and this was something they probably aren’t very used to seeing. Every time I’ve taken third class on the train, I’ve pretty much been the only white person on there (aside from whatever Americans I might be with). En route to Grand West, Ali and I both got a marriage proposal each, whereby the men would go up to our LEAP girls and tell them that he was taking one of us home with him to become his wife. Pretty funny stuff.
Once we got there, we had a really great day. The girls decided they didn’t really want to ice skate, and that they wanted to see a movie instead. The movie they wanted to see was My Best Friend’s Girl, which is a highly inappropriate movie for 15 year olds, so we vetoed that option. It ended up being a little awkward, because we were expecting the girls to come with money enough to pay for themselves, and they didn’t. They in turn were expecting us to pay for everything, not out of selfishness or greed but just because apparently it is customary that girls, in their culture in the township they are from, are never expected to pay for anything, so they never bring any money. They might have also assumed that we had infinite amounts of money because we are American, but either way, we had to explain the situation to them. In the end, I think they felt bad for assuming and might have been a little embarrassed, but Ali and I agreed that we could pay for their entrance and that we would buy them lunch. What was cute was that, after lunch was done, the girls all pooled their own money (with 6 rand help from us) to surprise us with ice cream cones. It was really sweet of them, and showed that it had just been a miscommunication. We had so much fun that day, just gossiping, talking about everything from school, boys, crushes, family, life in America, and all that. It was such a well-spent Saturday, and I think we really connected with them on a whole other level.
After lunch, Bones came and picked all of us up to take us home. All 8 of us piled into this tiny Euro car, and Bones had to take alternate routes to avoid the police checkpoints he knew were stationed outside of Langa, that township that both he and the girls are from. It was my first time in Langa, and the afternoon that followed was pretty incredible. The girls ended up taking us on a tour of the entire township, showing us various places that they frequent, and special sites and all that. I think what they were most excited to show us was the “sheep heads,” which is basically exactly what it sounds: skinned, decapitated sheep heads roasting on an open barbeque. The girls took turns grossing us out by proclaiming their favorite parts to eat, from brains to ears to eyeballs. The most special part was that each girl took us to her home and introduced us to their families. Most of their houses were simple, one to two room houses, some more developed than others. Township houses were built by the government under apartheid, and the inequities and unjust nature of what they were allocated is very apparent. Each “house” is connected to the next in a paper-doll fashion, and there are just lines and lines of houses, all so close and crowded. One of the girls talked about how when fires are so dangerous because when they happen in one house, they quickly become massive because each house just catches so quickly because they aren’t made out of the best material, and are so close to each other. Some of the girls seemed a little reticent to show us their places (although we never asked, it was all completely their idea), because I think they thought we might judge them based on the size of how much decor they had. One girl took us into her house, and quickly exclaimed, “See! It’s just one room, one window, and one door. Nothing special.” Each family member was so happy to see us, and would thank us for coming to see them and for taking the time to visit South Africa. We were sure to clarify that this was a pleasure all our own, and that we were so grateful they let us into their homes and welcomed us. Even walking around Langa, you feel the sense of community. As both the girls and Bones have said, everyone knows everyone in the town. People wave, joke, talk, gossip, and argue in the streets. They get really excited to see foreigners (we were the ONLY white people I saw the entire time, besides this one very touristy and lost-looking older European man), and the girls said that they were even getting special attention from LEAP students who normally wouldn’t have even said hi to them, but did because they were with Americans. Kids run around playing everywhere where there’s space, and you just get a certain feeling being there that I can’t really provide adequate words for. It was an immensely special day for me, and I will remember it forever.
After we parted from the girls, Bones took us to his place, where we hung out in his room for a bit, and even met his mom. According to him, she is the gossip queen and loves to talk and chat and knows everything about everyone. She was so sweet when we met her, and gave us a huge hug and welcomed us with incredible warmth and love. We then went off to a shebeen, which is a place in townships that is usually someone’s home or a tavern-like place, where they sell alcohol and people (mostly men) go to hang out, watch sport, listen to music, and drink. There were many extremely drunk people there, and we obviously stood out like sore thumbs (only white people and for most of the time the only girls) and got approached several times, one guy even going so far as to ask if we were models…haha! But it was fun to see Bones in his element and meeting all his friends and seeing what partying and hanging out is like on his side of Cape Town. I went home content and feeling very privileged to have been able to experience something that most people will never be able to say they’ve done. And let me say, I really think those people are missing out on something great.
Since the semester is almost over, a couple weekends ago Ali and I decided to take our girls for a nice day on the weekend where they could choose something they wanted to do and we could spend the day hanging out, talking and bonding. The girl’s chose to go to this casino called Grant West, which is also a hotel, ice skating rink, mini-mall, movie theatre, and almost anything else you could want to do. They wanted to go ice-skating, so Ali and I met them at their school in Saturday morning. We took the train with them to Grand West, which was interesting. Trains in South Africa are an experience in themselves. During any given rush-hour time, the trains will be absolutely packed full, with people even straddling on the outside of the train between two cars to find space to ride. There is only first class, and third class (a ridiculously irrelevant situation left over from apartheid times), and there is no tangible difference between the two, besides the fact that first class will be slightly less packed. It is an honor system, so many people don’t even buy tickets because in third class, there are so many people that it would be impossible to go around asking for tickets from each person, and so they only really check first class, and only some times. Most of the people on third class are black or colored. On our trip, people were giving us sideways glances on third class, because we were two white girls with a group of 5 black teenage girls, and this was something they probably aren’t very used to seeing. Every time I’ve taken third class on the train, I’ve pretty much been the only white person on there (aside from whatever Americans I might be with). En route to Grand West, Ali and I both got a marriage proposal each, whereby the men would go up to our LEAP girls and tell them that he was taking one of us home with him to become his wife. Pretty funny stuff.
Once we got there, we had a really great day. The girls decided they didn’t really want to ice skate, and that they wanted to see a movie instead. The movie they wanted to see was My Best Friend’s Girl, which is a highly inappropriate movie for 15 year olds, so we vetoed that option. It ended up being a little awkward, because we were expecting the girls to come with money enough to pay for themselves, and they didn’t. They in turn were expecting us to pay for everything, not out of selfishness or greed but just because apparently it is customary that girls, in their culture in the township they are from, are never expected to pay for anything, so they never bring any money. They might have also assumed that we had infinite amounts of money because we are American, but either way, we had to explain the situation to them. In the end, I think they felt bad for assuming and might have been a little embarrassed, but Ali and I agreed that we could pay for their entrance and that we would buy them lunch. What was cute was that, after lunch was done, the girls all pooled their own money (with 6 rand help from us) to surprise us with ice cream cones. It was really sweet of them, and showed that it had just been a miscommunication. We had so much fun that day, just gossiping, talking about everything from school, boys, crushes, family, life in America, and all that. It was such a well-spent Saturday, and I think we really connected with them on a whole other level.
After lunch, Bones came and picked all of us up to take us home. All 8 of us piled into this tiny Euro car, and Bones had to take alternate routes to avoid the police checkpoints he knew were stationed outside of Langa, that township that both he and the girls are from. It was my first time in Langa, and the afternoon that followed was pretty incredible. The girls ended up taking us on a tour of the entire township, showing us various places that they frequent, and special sites and all that. I think what they were most excited to show us was the “sheep heads,” which is basically exactly what it sounds: skinned, decapitated sheep heads roasting on an open barbeque. The girls took turns grossing us out by proclaiming their favorite parts to eat, from brains to ears to eyeballs. The most special part was that each girl took us to her home and introduced us to their families. Most of their houses were simple, one to two room houses, some more developed than others. Township houses were built by the government under apartheid, and the inequities and unjust nature of what they were allocated is very apparent. Each “house” is connected to the next in a paper-doll fashion, and there are just lines and lines of houses, all so close and crowded. One of the girls talked about how when fires are so dangerous because when they happen in one house, they quickly become massive because each house just catches so quickly because they aren’t made out of the best material, and are so close to each other. Some of the girls seemed a little reticent to show us their places (although we never asked, it was all completely their idea), because I think they thought we might judge them based on the size of how much decor they had. One girl took us into her house, and quickly exclaimed, “See! It’s just one room, one window, and one door. Nothing special.” Each family member was so happy to see us, and would thank us for coming to see them and for taking the time to visit South Africa. We were sure to clarify that this was a pleasure all our own, and that we were so grateful they let us into their homes and welcomed us. Even walking around Langa, you feel the sense of community. As both the girls and Bones have said, everyone knows everyone in the town. People wave, joke, talk, gossip, and argue in the streets. They get really excited to see foreigners (we were the ONLY white people I saw the entire time, besides this one very touristy and lost-looking older European man), and the girls said that they were even getting special attention from LEAP students who normally wouldn’t have even said hi to them, but did because they were with Americans. Kids run around playing everywhere where there’s space, and you just get a certain feeling being there that I can’t really provide adequate words for. It was an immensely special day for me, and I will remember it forever.
After we parted from the girls, Bones took us to his place, where we hung out in his room for a bit, and even met his mom. According to him, she is the gossip queen and loves to talk and chat and knows everything about everyone. She was so sweet when we met her, and gave us a huge hug and welcomed us with incredible warmth and love. We then went off to a shebeen, which is a place in townships that is usually someone’s home or a tavern-like place, where they sell alcohol and people (mostly men) go to hang out, watch sport, listen to music, and drink. There were many extremely drunk people there, and we obviously stood out like sore thumbs (only white people and for most of the time the only girls) and got approached several times, one guy even going so far as to ask if we were models…haha! But it was fun to see Bones in his element and meeting all his friends and seeing what partying and hanging out is like on his side of Cape Town. I went home content and feeling very privileged to have been able to experience something that most people will never be able to say they’ve done. And let me say, I really think those people are missing out on something great.
Monday, September 1, 2008
Oceanview township homestay
Two weekends ago, we did a homestay in a colored township community called Oceanview. In South Africa, the term “colored” differs from “black” in that colored people are of mixed race, and have lighter skin, while “black” is used for black Africans. Under apartheid, colored people, because they were “less black” due to their lighter skin, were given preferential treatment over the blacks. I’ll talk a little about the manifestations of this is current times later.
I was really excited to meet my family but also a little nervous of course, but I really couldn’t have gotten a better one! Another CIEE student, Megan, and I stayed with the Bowman family. The parents, Donovan and Gadija, were a young couple of the sweetest disposition. They had two kids, Caitlyn (3 years old) and Darren (6 years old), who were so cute and ecstatic that we were there to stay with them. They also had the cutest little dog, Sandy, and a very nice house that they opened up to us with so much warmth and welcome.
We first arrived on Friday night to have dinner in the local school’s auditorium. There was a huge feast set up with music, big tables, so much food, and entertainment as well. Each family was sitting at a table, eagerly holding up a number (which we students had all been assigned earlier) waiting to connect with the students who would be staying with them. We all made our way to our new families, and sat down to enjoy a great dinner and some introductory conversations with our families. From the start, I knew we were going to get along so well with our family, they were so laid back and so enthusiastic to ask us questions, answer our questions, know all about our lives and also have some good discussion about important topics. Oceanview has a lot of problems with the youth dropping out of school, having drug or alcohol problems, and gang activity, but they are very proactive about attempting alter this path. They have dance, singing, and other talent-centered programs which get the kids doing something that they are passionate about, but also keeps them busy and off of the streets, not permitting them the opportunity to even get involved in the negative activities that occur there. So at the dinner, we had some of those kids perform for us, and it was extremely enjoyable. You could tell from the vibe the performances gave off that they had worked SO hard on their songs and routines and were very proud to share their talents with us.
From the dinner, our family took us to Donovan’s parent’s house, where the kids were fast asleep on the couches. Because they were passed out, the four of us made the executive decision to leave the kids at their grandma’s house, and we proceeded to go out to a party in Simonstown. Under the apartheid regime’s Group Areas Act, certain areas of land and cities or towns were designated solely for whites. Despite the fact that blacks or coloreds may have been living on this land for generations, forced removals occurred where they were made to abandon their homes and lives that they knew to be relocated to areas that were acceptable for them to live in, and were “black” or “colored” areas specifically. Often, families were made to move from areas where soil was fertile with pleasant climates and other favorable conditions to dry, dirt-filled towns they would have never chosen to move to on their own accord. The significance of Simonstown in this situation is a majority of the people who live in Oceanview today were those who were forcibly removed from their homes in Simonstown. Therefore, many of them have feelings of nostalgia for their former homes and some even resent Oceanview, citing various complaints that make it less desirable than Simonstown. Anyway, so we went to this random charity dance party in Simonstown, where people bring their own bottles of whatever alcohol they prefer, and lots of snacks or food, sit at a table, and drink, dance, and karaoke the night away. It turns out it was a costume party, and all the people there were dressed in school uniforms. There was a vast mixture of people there, some old, some young, but I guess most of the people were staff from a hospital in the area. It was such a great time, Megan and I, along with a couple other CIEE students whose families brought them as well, definitely karaoked to Britney Spears…haha. We also had the chance to have some pretty deep conversations about various topics, which I really enjoyed.
The next day, on Saturday, we spent the morning getting to know the family and being introduced to the kids. Darren immediately took a strong liking to me, which might have been due to the fact that I had brought 3 little squishy USC balls (a football, soccer ball, and one we later deemed to be a volleyball) for them as presents...first impressions are KEY. We spent the morning playing various random games with them before we started our day. Our family took us to this gemstone factory where a few members of the family worked, and Donovan used to work, and it was really interesting. They had all the big machinery there, and Donovan taught us a little about the process through which the rocks go and showed us some of the behind the scenes stuff. The products they were selling were gorgeous, and it was a fun time. Then we went off to the grocery store to get all the supplies for the braai (BBQ) we were about to have that night. Darren and I had a ball at the grocery store. He spent most of the time riding piggy-back style (he was really light so it didn’t hurt too bad) and we invented this game he called “plus.” In this game, I would give him two numbers, and he would add them together and give me the answer. Who knew the kid would love practicing his math facts so much? We then moved on to “take away”, which was a little more challenging, but he still got most of it. For the rest of the trip, I was constantly begged with pleading eyes, “can we play plus please?” It was so sweet. Megan also taught him one of those hand-clapping/ jive-like games that I also knew, and that alternated in demand with “plus” as well at every possible opportunity. We went home to watch the rugby game, which the South African Springboks lost terribly, but we continued our celebrations without letting it get us down too much. The braai we had that night was SO fun! So much of their family came, many from right down the street, but some from up to 45 minutes away, just to meet us and spend the night, once again, eating, drinking, talking, dancing, and of course karaokeing into the morning hours. I spent the night floating around, talking to various members of the family, but I found it really interesting to talk to the group of younger boy cousins, all around my age. We talked about music, movies, their impressions of what America is like (they admitted the only information they had they got from movies), my own impressions of South Africa, and other random topics, and I really enjoyed myself. Megan and some of the older people were having some good talks about Barack Obama (people here LOVE to talk about him and know everything about what we think about him), and I definitely karaoked Michael Jackson’s “Thriller” while Megan moonwalked (or tried to). Donovan and I discovered our shared love (borderline obsessions) with Bob Marley, and proceeded to “karaoke” (there were no words on the screen, we just sang along to the music) to “Is This Love?” All in all, it was a great time.
Sunday morning, I awoke to the sweetest thing possible. At 5:30 am, Caitlyn decided to come upstairs, into our room, wake me up and climb into bed with me to snuggle. As much as I needed to sleep (I had two papers due Monday that I knew I’d be up all night writing), I couldn’t help but welcome it. The kids were so loving and affectionate, and really loved having us there and in the end, did not want us to leave. By the time Sunday came around, we were already christened their “big sisters”, and they kept asking why we had to leave and when we were coming back. Gadija kept calling Caitlyn and telling her we needed our sleep, but this only invited Darren to also crawl up into my bed and snuggle, kicking Caitlyn out and over to Megan’s bed. One of my favorite things about Darren was the fact that he had this one move, Legends of the Sea, which he was COMPLETELY obsessed with. He would watch it once in the morning, and then at least once, if not more in the afternoon and evening. I think he watched it a total of 5 or 6 times in the span of Saturday and Sunday, and was able to drag me over with him maybe 2 of those times to watch snippets of it. He was also in love with karate, and thus, Kung Foo Panda (the movie), and also WWE wrestling, which totally reminded me of my little brother, who used to be obsessed with wrestling as well. I thoroughly impressed Darren with my (limited) knowledge of some of the wrestler’s names and key moves, so I have my bro Caelun to thank for that. ☺ We spent the afternoon cooking all kinds of amazing food with Gadija, including Malva pudding (this stuff is AMAZING, like the best cake-like stuff drenched in homemade custard…YES!) and Cook Sisters, which are kind of like donuts with coconut and goodness. She made us so much wonderful food (even though we were both vegetarians, which she accommodated wonderfully), and everything was from scratch. I was basically in awe. Some of the younger cousins and Darren and I had an intense soccer match that afternoon (with a completely deflated ball with a gaping hole in it), and spent the afternoon playing different random games, ending with the three boys attempting to explain and show me how to play cricket, which was really entertaining. We then brought all of the glorious food over to Gadija’s mother’s house, where we quickly met more family and ate so much before we had to head over to the buses and say our goodbyes. It was so sad, but Megan and I agreed we are definitely going back, because it is only a very easy train ride away. And we didn’t leave empty-handed either. Gadija sent us both home with Tupperware containers full of portions of the food we had just eaten (she told me it was a snack for the morning hours when I’d be up writing my paper that night), and a gift bag of presents representing South Africa, including a baseball cap and water bottle, stickers of the South African flag, Knick Knacks (amazing Cheeto-like South African snacks) and an assortment of other snacks she deemed typically South African. They told us that we were the first students they had ever hosted, and that based on their experiences with us, they wanted to do it again at every possible opportunity, which made me feel really good. Overall, it was a weekend I will never forget.
One of the most interesting things I took away from this was an increased real-world (as opposed to academic) understanding of the effects of apartheid and racial tensions that still exist. I mean, you can read all the books and write all the research papers you want on the topic, but nothing beats actually being right in the middle of it all and seeing it manifested in real people. It makes it quite tangible and gives it a face. There is still a lot of serious strain on the relations between coloreds and blacks. There are a lot of stereotypes and misjudgments that exist on both sides of the others. Even before I left for Oceanview, some of my black South African friends were joking asking me why I would ever want to go there, and that they would be scared to show their faces there, but I think there was some truth behind their jokes. Namely, some of the colored people (especially the older generations who really lived during apartheid) are angry at the state of the country, and blame a lot of it on the new black government. Their argument is that under apartheid, they lived much better than they are living now. This is of course, because they were given privileged status because they were lighter in complexion than blacks. But, and I think very misguidedly, they take these grievances and warp them to become evidence for their statements of blacks being incompetent and unable to run the country efficiently. Some even go so far as to racistly claim that blacks are lazy, incompetent and stupid, and claim that they would rather go back to the apartheid system rather than live as they are now. This was pretty shocking to me actually, and Bones (the LEAP coordinator), who I am becoming increasingly good friends with, kind of had to talk me through understanding this because I couldn’t wrap my mind around it. My question was this: is there absolutely no sense of national South African unity or identity, because if there were any inkling of that, how could one ever wish upon their fellow citizens a return to the egregious treatment that was the typical black person’s experience under apartheid? I still don’t fully understand it conceptually (and maybe that is just due to my own biases and education and personality), but I do see the simplistic logic in it, despite how self-interested I think it is and how much I disagree with it. Life, for colored people, was hands-down better then the situation now, so why, as self-interested rational beings, would they not want a return to that system that gave them special status and benefited them over others, thus allowing them more opportunity to thrive and succeed? Now that blacks are allowed to be on the same level as them, there is more competition for jobs and housing, schools are more crowded and the education system more burdened, along with other social issues that they point out as “flaws” in the new government. I was to put it out there also that my family did not personally hold any of these sentiments, but were very good about taking the time to explain them to us and give us both sides.
My counter-argument bases around one thing: time. Apartheid only ended a little over 10 years ago. How can one expect a country where these glaringly obvious racist and inhumane ways were seen as normal and were so ingrained in society to change immediately over to an egalitarian, liberal democratic society immediately? These things take great amounts of time, because what actually needs to be changed is the psyche of people, which is an extremely difficult task. The way people internalize information and their thought processes, actions and feelings need reform, so you can’t expect all the kinks to be worked out in such a short amount of time. Of course, some people may feel like they are sacrificing some personal comforts and maybe even their lives for the cause, but if they had any sense of caring about the future generations, they would realize what they perceive as suffering is a necessary aspect of this total revolution currently being undergone in their country of South Africa. Therefore, I don’t think it is the time for them to abandon their brothers and sisters (whether they be black, white, colored, whatever), but to band together to improve the current conditions and situation and get through it together, knowing it is going to get better along the way. South Africa has come unimaginable leaps and bounds in this past 15 years, and the spirit must be kept alive if it is to continue on that path.
Anyway, those are just my personal insights on what I saw and experienced. Sorry it turned out so long! Hope you all are doing well, and are enjoying reading my lengthy babbling known as blogging ☺
I was really excited to meet my family but also a little nervous of course, but I really couldn’t have gotten a better one! Another CIEE student, Megan, and I stayed with the Bowman family. The parents, Donovan and Gadija, were a young couple of the sweetest disposition. They had two kids, Caitlyn (3 years old) and Darren (6 years old), who were so cute and ecstatic that we were there to stay with them. They also had the cutest little dog, Sandy, and a very nice house that they opened up to us with so much warmth and welcome.
We first arrived on Friday night to have dinner in the local school’s auditorium. There was a huge feast set up with music, big tables, so much food, and entertainment as well. Each family was sitting at a table, eagerly holding up a number (which we students had all been assigned earlier) waiting to connect with the students who would be staying with them. We all made our way to our new families, and sat down to enjoy a great dinner and some introductory conversations with our families. From the start, I knew we were going to get along so well with our family, they were so laid back and so enthusiastic to ask us questions, answer our questions, know all about our lives and also have some good discussion about important topics. Oceanview has a lot of problems with the youth dropping out of school, having drug or alcohol problems, and gang activity, but they are very proactive about attempting alter this path. They have dance, singing, and other talent-centered programs which get the kids doing something that they are passionate about, but also keeps them busy and off of the streets, not permitting them the opportunity to even get involved in the negative activities that occur there. So at the dinner, we had some of those kids perform for us, and it was extremely enjoyable. You could tell from the vibe the performances gave off that they had worked SO hard on their songs and routines and were very proud to share their talents with us.
From the dinner, our family took us to Donovan’s parent’s house, where the kids were fast asleep on the couches. Because they were passed out, the four of us made the executive decision to leave the kids at their grandma’s house, and we proceeded to go out to a party in Simonstown. Under the apartheid regime’s Group Areas Act, certain areas of land and cities or towns were designated solely for whites. Despite the fact that blacks or coloreds may have been living on this land for generations, forced removals occurred where they were made to abandon their homes and lives that they knew to be relocated to areas that were acceptable for them to live in, and were “black” or “colored” areas specifically. Often, families were made to move from areas where soil was fertile with pleasant climates and other favorable conditions to dry, dirt-filled towns they would have never chosen to move to on their own accord. The significance of Simonstown in this situation is a majority of the people who live in Oceanview today were those who were forcibly removed from their homes in Simonstown. Therefore, many of them have feelings of nostalgia for their former homes and some even resent Oceanview, citing various complaints that make it less desirable than Simonstown. Anyway, so we went to this random charity dance party in Simonstown, where people bring their own bottles of whatever alcohol they prefer, and lots of snacks or food, sit at a table, and drink, dance, and karaoke the night away. It turns out it was a costume party, and all the people there were dressed in school uniforms. There was a vast mixture of people there, some old, some young, but I guess most of the people were staff from a hospital in the area. It was such a great time, Megan and I, along with a couple other CIEE students whose families brought them as well, definitely karaoked to Britney Spears…haha. We also had the chance to have some pretty deep conversations about various topics, which I really enjoyed.
The next day, on Saturday, we spent the morning getting to know the family and being introduced to the kids. Darren immediately took a strong liking to me, which might have been due to the fact that I had brought 3 little squishy USC balls (a football, soccer ball, and one we later deemed to be a volleyball) for them as presents...first impressions are KEY. We spent the morning playing various random games with them before we started our day. Our family took us to this gemstone factory where a few members of the family worked, and Donovan used to work, and it was really interesting. They had all the big machinery there, and Donovan taught us a little about the process through which the rocks go and showed us some of the behind the scenes stuff. The products they were selling were gorgeous, and it was a fun time. Then we went off to the grocery store to get all the supplies for the braai (BBQ) we were about to have that night. Darren and I had a ball at the grocery store. He spent most of the time riding piggy-back style (he was really light so it didn’t hurt too bad) and we invented this game he called “plus.” In this game, I would give him two numbers, and he would add them together and give me the answer. Who knew the kid would love practicing his math facts so much? We then moved on to “take away”, which was a little more challenging, but he still got most of it. For the rest of the trip, I was constantly begged with pleading eyes, “can we play plus please?” It was so sweet. Megan also taught him one of those hand-clapping/ jive-like games that I also knew, and that alternated in demand with “plus” as well at every possible opportunity. We went home to watch the rugby game, which the South African Springboks lost terribly, but we continued our celebrations without letting it get us down too much. The braai we had that night was SO fun! So much of their family came, many from right down the street, but some from up to 45 minutes away, just to meet us and spend the night, once again, eating, drinking, talking, dancing, and of course karaokeing into the morning hours. I spent the night floating around, talking to various members of the family, but I found it really interesting to talk to the group of younger boy cousins, all around my age. We talked about music, movies, their impressions of what America is like (they admitted the only information they had they got from movies), my own impressions of South Africa, and other random topics, and I really enjoyed myself. Megan and some of the older people were having some good talks about Barack Obama (people here LOVE to talk about him and know everything about what we think about him), and I definitely karaoked Michael Jackson’s “Thriller” while Megan moonwalked (or tried to). Donovan and I discovered our shared love (borderline obsessions) with Bob Marley, and proceeded to “karaoke” (there were no words on the screen, we just sang along to the music) to “Is This Love?” All in all, it was a great time.
Sunday morning, I awoke to the sweetest thing possible. At 5:30 am, Caitlyn decided to come upstairs, into our room, wake me up and climb into bed with me to snuggle. As much as I needed to sleep (I had two papers due Monday that I knew I’d be up all night writing), I couldn’t help but welcome it. The kids were so loving and affectionate, and really loved having us there and in the end, did not want us to leave. By the time Sunday came around, we were already christened their “big sisters”, and they kept asking why we had to leave and when we were coming back. Gadija kept calling Caitlyn and telling her we needed our sleep, but this only invited Darren to also crawl up into my bed and snuggle, kicking Caitlyn out and over to Megan’s bed. One of my favorite things about Darren was the fact that he had this one move, Legends of the Sea, which he was COMPLETELY obsessed with. He would watch it once in the morning, and then at least once, if not more in the afternoon and evening. I think he watched it a total of 5 or 6 times in the span of Saturday and Sunday, and was able to drag me over with him maybe 2 of those times to watch snippets of it. He was also in love with karate, and thus, Kung Foo Panda (the movie), and also WWE wrestling, which totally reminded me of my little brother, who used to be obsessed with wrestling as well. I thoroughly impressed Darren with my (limited) knowledge of some of the wrestler’s names and key moves, so I have my bro Caelun to thank for that. ☺ We spent the afternoon cooking all kinds of amazing food with Gadija, including Malva pudding (this stuff is AMAZING, like the best cake-like stuff drenched in homemade custard…YES!) and Cook Sisters, which are kind of like donuts with coconut and goodness. She made us so much wonderful food (even though we were both vegetarians, which she accommodated wonderfully), and everything was from scratch. I was basically in awe. Some of the younger cousins and Darren and I had an intense soccer match that afternoon (with a completely deflated ball with a gaping hole in it), and spent the afternoon playing different random games, ending with the three boys attempting to explain and show me how to play cricket, which was really entertaining. We then brought all of the glorious food over to Gadija’s mother’s house, where we quickly met more family and ate so much before we had to head over to the buses and say our goodbyes. It was so sad, but Megan and I agreed we are definitely going back, because it is only a very easy train ride away. And we didn’t leave empty-handed either. Gadija sent us both home with Tupperware containers full of portions of the food we had just eaten (she told me it was a snack for the morning hours when I’d be up writing my paper that night), and a gift bag of presents representing South Africa, including a baseball cap and water bottle, stickers of the South African flag, Knick Knacks (amazing Cheeto-like South African snacks) and an assortment of other snacks she deemed typically South African. They told us that we were the first students they had ever hosted, and that based on their experiences with us, they wanted to do it again at every possible opportunity, which made me feel really good. Overall, it was a weekend I will never forget.
One of the most interesting things I took away from this was an increased real-world (as opposed to academic) understanding of the effects of apartheid and racial tensions that still exist. I mean, you can read all the books and write all the research papers you want on the topic, but nothing beats actually being right in the middle of it all and seeing it manifested in real people. It makes it quite tangible and gives it a face. There is still a lot of serious strain on the relations between coloreds and blacks. There are a lot of stereotypes and misjudgments that exist on both sides of the others. Even before I left for Oceanview, some of my black South African friends were joking asking me why I would ever want to go there, and that they would be scared to show their faces there, but I think there was some truth behind their jokes. Namely, some of the colored people (especially the older generations who really lived during apartheid) are angry at the state of the country, and blame a lot of it on the new black government. Their argument is that under apartheid, they lived much better than they are living now. This is of course, because they were given privileged status because they were lighter in complexion than blacks. But, and I think very misguidedly, they take these grievances and warp them to become evidence for their statements of blacks being incompetent and unable to run the country efficiently. Some even go so far as to racistly claim that blacks are lazy, incompetent and stupid, and claim that they would rather go back to the apartheid system rather than live as they are now. This was pretty shocking to me actually, and Bones (the LEAP coordinator), who I am becoming increasingly good friends with, kind of had to talk me through understanding this because I couldn’t wrap my mind around it. My question was this: is there absolutely no sense of national South African unity or identity, because if there were any inkling of that, how could one ever wish upon their fellow citizens a return to the egregious treatment that was the typical black person’s experience under apartheid? I still don’t fully understand it conceptually (and maybe that is just due to my own biases and education and personality), but I do see the simplistic logic in it, despite how self-interested I think it is and how much I disagree with it. Life, for colored people, was hands-down better then the situation now, so why, as self-interested rational beings, would they not want a return to that system that gave them special status and benefited them over others, thus allowing them more opportunity to thrive and succeed? Now that blacks are allowed to be on the same level as them, there is more competition for jobs and housing, schools are more crowded and the education system more burdened, along with other social issues that they point out as “flaws” in the new government. I was to put it out there also that my family did not personally hold any of these sentiments, but were very good about taking the time to explain them to us and give us both sides.
My counter-argument bases around one thing: time. Apartheid only ended a little over 10 years ago. How can one expect a country where these glaringly obvious racist and inhumane ways were seen as normal and were so ingrained in society to change immediately over to an egalitarian, liberal democratic society immediately? These things take great amounts of time, because what actually needs to be changed is the psyche of people, which is an extremely difficult task. The way people internalize information and their thought processes, actions and feelings need reform, so you can’t expect all the kinks to be worked out in such a short amount of time. Of course, some people may feel like they are sacrificing some personal comforts and maybe even their lives for the cause, but if they had any sense of caring about the future generations, they would realize what they perceive as suffering is a necessary aspect of this total revolution currently being undergone in their country of South Africa. Therefore, I don’t think it is the time for them to abandon their brothers and sisters (whether they be black, white, colored, whatever), but to band together to improve the current conditions and situation and get through it together, knowing it is going to get better along the way. South Africa has come unimaginable leaps and bounds in this past 15 years, and the spirit must be kept alive if it is to continue on that path.
Anyway, those are just my personal insights on what I saw and experienced. Sorry it turned out so long! Hope you all are doing well, and are enjoying reading my lengthy babbling known as blogging ☺
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